+ . . [ [ :: the angel in disguise

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

it's been quite some time ever since.. i dream about you or thought of you randomly myself.

a simple, how are you? are you fine? seems so hard to ask. no doubt, you made a great impact in my life.

"i believe if our hearts stay as one, heavenlove always stays in our hearts." - no longer believe.

i chosen to believe.. it's a lie. beautiful yet harsh lie. beautiful for the sake that im once your everything. harsh for the sake of leaving me all alone. i shan't doubt your love for me coz i felt it once... im loved.

it's too much to bare. i chose... to let it go. and im glad, we made the right choice for each other.

it's just randommm...

ANGEL_scribbled * -3:19 AM

Monday, September 28, 2009

wish wish wish..

it's just the month of the year when I create a big headache for my closest. lol.

basically.. will be celebrating at st James I suppose.

needs wise... actually I dun need anything ya. maybe.. more cash?? more funds for investment and school fees? lol.

I want school bag from dkny. wallet from loewe maybe?

else... get cosmetics. I'm a lancome and sk lover. haha. or the most practical thing is ang bao or tangs/taka vouchers.

ps - this post is only for my close ones that is having headache coz of my present ya. lol.

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:21 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

i want to be complete.
and,
i can only rely on myself.

looking out of the picture,
searching for the ans i wish to know all along.

im not running away.

bringing out the courage to face it,
yet;
i still could not get any ans.

`lost herself 'once' again -

if both can be truthful,
hurt will not exist.

ANGEL_scribbled * -6:01 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

kids quarrel thru blogs.
children expect ppl to "communicate" and know what they want thru blogs.

somehow.. i dun understand the point of having a blog.

at least, for me. it's a place i rant whatever i want.

hence, do not question me anything for what i posted. coz.. i blog without thinking.. i blog with what's in my mind at that point of time.

also.. it's for my busy "friends" to keep an update of my life. =))

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:38 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

16th May 2009

yeah. my idol.. married at last. =)

best wishes to Fann Wong and Christopher Lee. =))

\\

alright. study time.

xoxo

ANGEL_scribbled * -10:54 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

am too sick to study. but i dun wish to fail my accounting.

i'll wake up later to study. =(

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:31 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

exam! exam~ exam!!

im becoming a freak due to exam.

totally moodless!!

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:27 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

no longer the perfectionist -

it changes the moment you said "calculative".

that's my new image. be it, it's that word to use or not.. at that very moment, you mean it. and that's why im dishearten.

i used to be a perfectionist to you.. but no longer now.

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:22 AM

Thursday, February 26, 2009

random.

at times, you know that it's an end, but yet, you hold on so tight and do not want to release yourself out of whatever you behold.

at times, you know that it's someone you can't let go, but yet, you convince yourself, it's gone and forever gone.

at times, you know how lonely you can be, but yet, you choose to forgo the one who love you so much and betray his/her love.

if oneself is so easy to replace in one heart, than, where's true love? or be it... there's no true love to be deserved?

i wun show a single sympathy cos it's herself who chose the path she 'thought' she wanted.

LOVE? i no longer understand humans'. Maybe I am really becoming some creature? lol. Cold-blooded.

xoxo

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:34 AM

MIA for a period of time and i finally have the time to blog.

endless stuff to complete. sch work, work, projects, on hold follow ups. it's time to find a better prospect in career, but later. so gonna get my degree first.

i need more rest, more slp, more time. and seriously, i am stress for work and apparently i was stress up further by Mr. Irritant. I jolly well know it's not his fault, but due to all the stressful problems I am facing, i flare up for tiny little thing and ignore him the whole day. Obviously, i know i am at fault but I just dun wish to admit it's my fault. Pardon me for being stubborn. I guess i just need to cool myself down before another argument arise. Though i wish for his understanding, but i didnt bother to let him understand the situation im facing.

sigh.

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:13 AM

Monday, January 05, 2009

eventful moment for xmas and new yr. not to elaborate. im content with everything surround me.

p.s. provided JC stop bullying me! stop pissing me off! start to listen to me more! grrr..

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:41 AM

As expected. It's out. due to too many ppl carrying the monogram canvas, i decided to get the damier design instead!! waiting for it to be launch in spore..!!

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:38 AM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

the simplest thing ever to do - be a poser
the hardest thing ever to do - be a poser.

why so? i'll explain this contridicting point.

firstly.. if you don't have that standard, don't have that capability, don't have that money, don't have that status, don't try to imitate others.

secondly.. be content with whatever you have and stop being envious over others.

thirdly.. no matter what you did or try to follow, overall, you're just a faker COPYCAT.

it's easy to follow ppl's footsteps (bcoz you just COPY), but it's hard to do it right. (bcoz you know nuts about EVERYTHING)

p.s dont understand? use your brain to think. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:36 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

finally have the time to post up pictures.
my birthday gifts from the beloved -
coach sling bag, coach wallet, coach coin purse, guess watch, kitty webcam, polariod, ipod touch, SKII kit, parker pen.

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dressed up. met jc at far east. as usual. late. waited while den, i shopped. but i got so irritated by nth to shop so decided to rest my feet for dinner. had pasta at mania. shortly, we decided to gave xx a surprise at her work place. bought soup for her and in the end, jc finished all. (what's new?)

waited for jasper to end work and headed to mac for 'dinner/supper'. gossip, play and had fun. they're happily planning for their dec trip. (but cancelled) HAHA.

pictures -

petsocietying explained for the puffy eyes.

xx bullying jc

dressing for the day -

3 mad ppl playing ard in the toilet. HAHA.

ms attitude/s

hot stuffs

smooch..

chao ah lian. haha.

stop pointing your middle finger ard, jas.

lodgeheaded. HAHA.

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met up with rebecca. she's doing fine with her business now. actually i didnt really get what she said.. but somehow, a supplier. short chat and soon later i went to meet mrs lim when she knock off.

had fun. crapping with mrs lim. ate the indonesian food that I'd been craving for. shop and shop for shan's presents. finally, settled with RL polo and FCUK tee. i enjoyed every moment with mrs lim.

home sweet home after shopping. tired. and im so 'nice' to take a bus home though im tired. HAHA. chat with mum, dad and sis. mummy bought my fav strawberries for me. YEAH. im so tempted to get the LV bag for her. well, i think shld bring her there to choose. Though a little ex, most importantly, she like it. =)

mummy's want - LV - monogram canvas - eva clutch

maine's want - COACH - madison - op art large sabrina

maine's want - LV - epi leather - zippy coin purse

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:20 PM

Moviemanics -

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due to it's maine, so my beloved kor meet me for dinner to make up for my birthday and jc's birthday celebration. (yes. THAT LATE!)

went amk hub and had lots of fun playing with the movie posters. haha. pictures explains.

if you din notice this pose, look carefully at the poster again. haha.

not cute enough. boo..

kor, you're supposed to show your waist. not sexy enough. -_-

we had fun playing outside the cinema before we went in to watch butterfly lovers. I LOVE MY KOR!! muackzz..

ANGEL_scribbled * -11:03 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

i just realised.. out of the sudden.. 1 week passed. and i haven really enjoyed my holidays! CRAP! how can. need to spend more time at home and meet up with my friends.

ALOT of ppl to meet up. FULL of program next week.

mon - home sweet home.
tue - meet up with mrs. lim
wed - meet up with gfs
thur - not decided
fri - not decided
sat - stay home most prob
sun - fetch dad and mum

okie. guess... i need to plan and fully utilise my leaves...
yAwnz.
back to petsociety-ing. =)

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:24 AM

enjoyed crapping at nikki's place yest. well.. chat awhile... nikki keep making fun of jean's promo uniform. meanie nikki.

had fun eating supper together, facebook-ing, pet-society-ing, gossiping bla bla.

hopefully i can get my leave and off i go to BKK again~ but this time rd, with the girlfriends. =)

LOVES!

ANGEL_scribbled * -1:20 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

i think i begin to hate having "history".

was viewing thru all those friendster testi. be it, mine or JC or xx or jasper or others... instead of "missing/sad/smile" over the past.. i felt irritated.

Irritated that all of them did not fulfill their promises to each other. Irritated that everyone is just lying. lied about forever. lied about loving. lied about every every every thing.

count me for being unreasonable. i understand that's the feel of "that time". but why did some ppl manage to say those words/promises "that time" and in the end, going against what they'd said. CRAP! simply hate hate hate such ppl. and to think there's someone who love them? nah.. to correct, it's not love.. is treating them as a companion.

if you think, the one who love is so easy to be replaced, that's not true love. at least.... if you truly love before, he/she remains the one in your heart. be it selfish, but he/she will always be there.

maybe i don't know much about love. maybe i mistaken all the concept of love. but.. one thing remain there forever as a fact. LOVE SIMPLY HURTS. isnt it so?

ANGEL_scribbled * -4:48 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Guess I'm really bored. I'm actually using my I touch to blog. Haha. Alright.. I'm just trying out la! All coz of jc. =( he dun let me go shopping coz must save for our trip to japan. Well.. I shall be good girl and dun shop for the mth. i'm so looking forward for my upcoming 2 weeks leaves. Finally a good rest. No more early morning.. Well at least for that 2 weeks la. Completing the last paper by 12 nov and I'll be free!! Yeah. Jc also took leave to accompany me ya. Though not 2 weeks la. But at least I pester him to take leave and accompany me!

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:47 PM

Monday, November 03, 2008

time for some updates.

i had the ever most wonderful october. though stressful due to studies, but overall, im contented to have all my darlings around.

firstly -
memorable bday celebration. there were several celebration.

PART 1
celebration with gfs and the boys. location was at kandi bar. of coz, as usual, DRINKING. initial i thought it was just like a normal chill up, but was surprise that jean gf bought a cake for me. (p.s though i dun like blueberry cake. =x) BUT sweets. we headed to TOP ONE KTV for 2nd round. endless of martel, and the boys trying to make me drop dead but of coz i din. the whole KTV session seems to be jean and my concert. The boys dun sing and nikki gf dun sing. -_- anyway, LOVES my gfs!! i believe nikki gf made the effort to drag the boys along. haha. and my bf... came with his botak head and i know he rush down from camp. APPRECIATED!!

PART 2
7 oct was a tue. i went to sch but left after break. JC and Ade jie fetch me from sch and we went down to town for dinner. was starving by than. headed to cine and meet ah boon for HK cafe together. after dinner, JC said going down to boat quay(actually i dun remember where we're heading to intially.) BUT in the end, he hold me tight and lead me to walk towards center point direction. I was puzzled and keep asking why we walk here bla bla bla.. he just kept smiling and i just follow. the hand lead me to alley bar, and to my surprise, i saw mrs lim, john, xx and jasper waiting for me. they're there to count down for me! HAPPY! countdown to my bday and they presented me with awfully chocolate cake! my fav! Had fun taking photos and playing ard at that eerie bar and had fun with all my beloved celebrating my bday with me. Mrs Lim and Xx gave me a coach wallet which I LOVE IT A LOT! Ade jie and Boon gave me a Parker pen. =) The surprise was planned by JC. =)) LOVES!

PART 3
colleagues send me all their wishings. lunch on them. HAPPY HAPPY!! love them lots. a little sad to work on actual day but nvm la... i need my leaves for exam.

due to product presentation, was required to head to Great World. so met up with baby and collected my bday present. Sad to say, after so long, she do my taste in choosing accessories. I was surprised. She gave me a Guess watch which i wanted to get it intially. Thanks for the gift. =)

PART 4
dinner with JC. alright, i sort of forgot that hotel name, but JC will tagged in right? haha. wonderful atmosphere though the food is not very nice. JC said he wanted to stay over next time. Even though it's really a simple dinner, but i felt the effort that was put in too. MUACKZ Mr. Irritant!

PART 5
the grand celebration. RASA SENTOSA DELUX SUITE. i seriously still mind a lot that JC spent $750 for one night + food + transport + this + that almost $1.5k, but we enjoyed a lot a lot a lot!! I din make it really "grand" but just invited my close ones to chill and gather together. Majority came, except for the expected sunzi and lao da, but i forgive them for a valid reason. HAHA. It's really Drink, Drank and Get Drunk day. Drink so much, mixed with disgusting combination and bla bla. I hope all my love ones enjoyed as much as I do. Apologise if i din entertain anyone much.. i greatly appreciate those who came.

Thanks to the following -
Xx - for helping up with Mr. Irritant
Mrs Lim & John - for entertaining me and enjoy doing stupid things like in sec sch.
Jean & Nikki GFs - for giving me a BIG surprise once again
Rus - for sending my gfs over. HAHA.
Gal & Alvin - for treating me with DRINKS on behalf of lao da and edeline. -_-
Lao gong, Tony, Jonathan, Shikin, Maryl, Jasper, Eddyn, Ade jie, Ah Boon, Jassy, Xiaowei, Jessie and Jules.

PART 6
the celebration of CL & JC's BDAY! romantic stay at Siloso Resort with Mr Irritant Only. not to elborate the content but... sweet. =)

PART 7
take this as part of the belated celebration. MEET UP WITH MY DEAREST SUNZI. gathering of mrs lim, shan, shu hui and me! im replacing john to be with mrs lim that day! went for dinner. my craving, bak kut teh and canelle for desserts. xx joined us after work too. as i mentioned again and again... the bond that never change. Unable to find a word to describe how much i love them.

I thanks all for creating all these memorables event specially for me. I thanks my beloved Mr. Irritant for surprising me with all his stupid ideas! i thanks my Mr. Chen for making his upmost effort to make me happy! i thanks my mistress for spending so much! i thanks my baobei for upholding his promise! i thanks my dear for loving me with all he can and i greatly appreciate everything he did just for his beloved Ms. Being Irritated. LOVES!

ANGEL_scribbled * -12:52 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你

ANGEL_scribbled * -2:37 AM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

sweet birthday.
thanks all for the celebration. surprises. presents. and wishes.

i wish for good health.
i wish for good results in academic.
i wish for good future.
i wish for happiness.
i wish to be happy.
i wish to forget the pain.
i wish to move on well.
i wish. i wish.

i love my sweetest to bits. and i love every single one who cares for me.
yes. enjoyment happened all because it's Ms Charmaine Lim's big day.

ANGEL_scribbled * -9:39 PM